heyy lyn =) =)
i can't comment on the post you made about your broken rship between you and your dad- and you might not believe it, but BELIEVE ME when i say i can relate..

i don't know what happened between me and him- all i know is, he began to resent my mom and i guess because i remind him of her, he began to resent me too. he has done *things* to me- i tried to put it all behind me, tried to rekindle the lost relationship that once existed as a loving daughter devoted to a doting father- it was once so clear to see, that my father + i loved each other- but he has just pushed me away and i don't have the strength, inspiration or the slight bit of LOVE for him to even try anymore >___<

i thought myself cruel for wishing bad things to happen to my father, so that he'd realise that life is short and i am his flesh, i am a part of him, and that he should treat me as what i am- family. but the time has long gone for wishing and now i just shrug and think just fuck it all. as long as i'm under his roof i do my best as a daughter but maintain my own pride. yet i cannot wait to leave this house, these walls which are supposed to be my sanctuary yet feels like a prison.

i don't know what else to say, except hang in there =) you are not so alone, i guess there's more than just you or me in the world who have such people to call our father. my rship with my dad has gone from bad to worse, and i don't know if we'll eve get better. at this point in my life, i respect him as the guy who gave me life, but nothing else.

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i posted this at lynfunkstar's lj...
i don't know, i guess me and my father are exactly - broken.