I wish I could have time to stop and smell the roses but life is crazy hectic! I read that lynfunkstar posted an entry regarding the sonar eclipse which will happen today.. in Malaysia it'll take place around 9.07 a.m. and I would love just to pause, take a second and look at this remarkable event with my boyfriend (who I got mad at yesterday - pms, okay!) and just skip class.

But I have an individual presentation =( Ahh, I miss going out on the romantic dates with him, it's been a while since he made me heart skip a beat. Dup dup dup. I had a weird dream last night too - I dreamt that Mariah Carey and Sam Ronson were writing songs together on a holiday in Malaysia because Sam thought Mariah could make really good songs. That makes sense.. except Sam brought a banana boat all the way from the States and Mariah brought her... mom and sister who looked so much like her, as I remember recalling in my dream.

I have weird dreams.

Trying to get used to the student life, with classes at 10.30 am - 12.20 pm and the next one starting at 6 pm finishing til 10 pm, woot. Right now I'm going back and forth to home until next month, which is when I start renting a room nearby my uni, so it's kinda tiring leaving 2 hours early from class due to the traffic and whatever. My cousin Lin came back from UK so we're gonna party it up, woot, haha. Met her yesterday, girl lost a lot of weight, good for her!

I have class at 8 pm tonight, so probably have to leave around 6 pm, but have to check out the car beforehand (there's this whirring sound. not good) blegh. Uni life sucks balls.

I had to babysit my little brother Rayan (I've been doing that a lot lately!) for a few days and this is what came of it.

 
( Jengas, latte bubble tea and merry xmas! )

Oh wow, I haven't blogged for a long time.It's because (i) our internet was cut off and (ii) I have a new blog thing on http://thespg.blogspot.com. Meh is bored to death, seriously I don't know where to blog or write or whatever. Sometimes I miss my lj and other times I miss my blogspot. I wish I had me one domain so I can just converge both of my blog entries to that one.

Whatever anyway. So to sum up my life in the past few days/weeks/months:

• I took up smoking as a habit for a while, whenever I was stressed I would light up and just puff away.Not anymore, I promised someone I wouldn't and so I stopped but man the nicotines craving!!!
• Finished my finals, woohoo. This time around, I'm not sure if I can get my dean's list. Harapx2 dapat.
• Shisha is a must for almost every night. Shisha + monopoly. Lately the guys I hang out with are "weyh bawak monopoly" so we'll spend like 4 hours shisha-ing and playing monopoly. Monopoly is the new tai ti! We even got chased out of Bukit Bintang (the stalls that sell those deep-fried crab burgers) whilst the owner shouted "haram! haram" LOL. I miss Oday from Al-Kala.
• Worked during Raya -_-     
  
• Lost a few pounds, then gained back some, then lost some.                                                                                                                        
  
• Lepak-ed with Jude at Laundry most nights. He's addicted to this crap drink called Brave Bull. I'm happy with my malibu.
• Dan went to Melbourne and brought me some stuff from Valleygirl, Supre wooohoo!! Tapi besar sangat. I cakap size 10 he buys me friggin size 14 -_-
• Organized a "surprise" bbq party for Dan after much persuasion from Jude, Sean and Karmit. Ended up tipsy from some cheap-ass 30 ringgit whisky from Giant hahahah. And Jude did a stupid thing by opening the Absolut in the car and 3/4 of the bottle spilled in his car. Stupid ass. Duty free vodka some more.
  
• Jude's birthday party this Friday. He wants to go to Liquid o_o
• Going to go to Laundry with Kristyn and Sarah this Saturday night, yippee. Or we might just lepak in the park and drink, booo.

So many photos in my phone! Speaking of phone, my stupid phonenye camera function is NOT functioning anymore. No more photos for a long time, sigh.

I called an old friend, told her I was SORRY for all my past mistakes. It comes honestly from my heart...

But then I read from her online journal.. some unpleasant stuff she said about me =/

( Very long, unsatisfied bitching here )


I just want to say, perhaps we should just forget this. It's beyond being salvaged. Both of us did wrong. I can't figure out why you hate me so.

I just... AM FRUSTRATED THAT MY 2 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP WHICH I GAVE 200% extra into, was not thought of as it exactly was =( Whatever Sarah. Remember the times we talked about green curtains? Did I use you? Did I only call you when I only needed help?

Screw this shit man. Worthless. Everything falls and crumbles.